I’m so angry at you
for telling me I was special
but not treating me like I was.
But I’m angrier still at myself
for hanging on for dear life
to your empty words
Tag: heartbreak
Bargain
If losing you
was the cost of finding myself,
it was a price well worth paying.
ghosts
sometimes, I feel at peace looking back
like our relationship served its purpose
and sometimes, I feel utterly disquieted
like that purpose was to haunt me
Tough Love
Sometimes,
when I lament to God, “why I can’t have him?”
she explains that it’s because
I must learn to embrace having myself
Cracks
I was a beautiful piece of glass
that you never held up to the light.
Do you still adore me
now that you can see my cracks?
(3/31/22)
Musings and Music 